Teacher's Day shall be my final assignment as the CG Rep of 08S105. After that I'm your chairperson no more. Honestly saying I'm really tired of being the chairperson. Do you know much I have to do and how much effort I have to put in order to complete a simple task? I guess not. Look at the class. Can you even call it a class? CG Rep?-rep of what class? Have you all ever thought of helping to make life simpler for me and Yi Hui by simply coorperating with us. Look at the class activities that were given to us...have we ever done them as a class? I think you know the answer yourself. Class activities are meant to be done as a class but why issit i get the feeling i'm always doing them myself or perhaps another individual has to help me finish the job. What about the rest of you? 'Ah who cares...its such a waste of time. Let the others do. I have more important things to do' thats your mentality right? Then why am I doing all of it? Issit because i like doing?-bullshit! I hate to do them but i still do because it is a responsibility. I can choose to heck care also but i dont because i dont want people to think that our class has a 'heck care attitude'( though that's true). I do it for the class- but i guess up till now there's no class. I have been really patient, hoping that the class will work together so that i can also be proud to call myself the CG Rep of 08S105. Sadly thats impossible because right at the start there was never a class. I have been doing everything( with the occational help of some people) and i guess people take all that forgranted because i have always been there. And so now i have decided to take a step back and retire form my place so that you all will feel what things will be like when i'm not there. I wont describe how things will be like even though i can imagine. I want to make sure all of you will feel it- the feeling of being lost. I give up on the class. I give up on all of you. I'm really tired...very tired. I have other roles to play also( PW Group Leader). It's hard for me to perform double roles but yet i'm trying so hard. I'm not superman-not even he can't do things that i have done. I have lead this class long enough. When i look back, i'm amazed that i can actually endure 2 months as the chairperson. It may seem like i'm running away and i'm shirking responsibilities. I don't really care because if you think you can do a better job than me then you can go ahead and prove that i'm running by taking my place. Even if you all realise and decide to change, i have already made my decision that i will retire. I'm tired of cracking silly jokes so that teachers don't get that angry and the class can become more lively. I'm tired of smiling so that those around me will be happy. My life is like a flying fish. I try to fly to reach the sky but it is impossible. When i'm tired of struggling, i will go back into the deep waters that are so silent, so cold. I have always been thinking alone. Have you ever thought thst some of my smiles were simply fake? Guess not. I've been doing that a lot that they seem so genuine. Do you all know i still have CG stall to settle?- gave up on that one already.

To those who have always helped me in my tasks, i thank you for your help. I'm sorry but i guess you all will have to help yourselves now if you want to do any class activities. I wont expect anything much out of the teacher's day celebration but its my final task.

Work hard for your studies!- Terence